met the guys 4 social todae.. as usual only mi n 'jesslyn' would b the earliest to reach, i took my time cos he say he will b late.. yet he is still late.. faints.. then we juz edit n check.. the guys like super slack lor, 'jesslyn' neva even do -- do wad law thingy.. grrr... my stupid secretary..
biz canteen no open, cheers oso no open.. damn hungry lor, lucky i gt buy 2 packet of POP-POP put inside my bag the dae b4 so we shared.. they went buy sum food frm vending machine oso, we shared..
cancel going out wif meng cos she eye pain, intended to go town 2 shop on the last dae b4 GST starts.. take cares girl..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
luilui gege came my hse.. entertained him n tok/ share stuff wif him.. haha... went 4 dinner wif him wif my mummy n didi n gt ppl say he "leng zai" wor.. he still thick-skin n say "of cos!".. thick-skinned! haha... but he is leaving tml afternoon when i haf lessons, cannot send him off.. this time he cum neva pei him much cos of my bzbz schedule.. uh oh.. haha...
he keep say i fat... damn damn him.. kick him sia.. then oso keep reminding mi my promise to him to go HK, he even tell my parents wor.. die liao, cannot run liao.. haha.. but i like HK so okie lor, cos its 2nd home to mi n my shopping paradise...
wonder hw my 3rd cousin-in-law looks like sia, cos my cousin juz got married.. wooots.. 2nd marriage -- i wont wan myself to b like him, really.. =)
im... learning... pls... help... mi... along...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
jiamin -- happi lak sap dae... oops.. happi bdae!!
todae had class then MP.. wore n posed 4 the clothes 4 our MP.. hmm.. result nt bad, i had make-up on.. haha.. erm.. then i slept in skool 4 awhile, damn tired after chiong-ing the CMSK report whole nite b4.. then i had a little tok wif hui.. -- was it even a tok? i dunno, hope so... but.....
read the news : another family of lives taken away.. chris benoit... he was going to cum to spore 4 that competition or smth next week... haix... felt sad.. life is precious n fragile.. so r ours.. but i haven make my mark on this earth/land n haven found the meaning of life as yet.. jialad sia young lady... wad is the meaning of my life? mayb sum1 could tell mi.. one dae i might juz stop breathing n disappear from this red dot on earth.. who would b sad 4 mi?
i knew i had thoughts of ending mine nt long ago.. so many things turned out bad 4 mi, and im tired of many things -- work, life, people, result, pressure, stress.. im only a 19 kid, hw much things m i supposed to face on my own.. sumtimes i wonder y, things i did or happened even wifout mi understanding the situation..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
didnt went 4 WSAD... slept through..
im nt an angel..
z btsy stj mtb mzwy nzwy ny bfx zsynq z qttp fy ymnslx kwtr rd rd jdjx... -encoded-
haha.. u guys pulled mi along... else i... im thankful.. esp all my ahmas...
ahma had her EQ tested.. lower than mi.. YEA YEA..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
had company all dae, so weird sia cos it was aft sum 'ending life' thought came to mi.. haix... been moody, ask meng pei mi to bugis n megamall.. she a funny girl.. 2dae sway things keep happening to her.. even qu yuan oso unhappi wif her, cos she so rude that he drop her a leaf that poke her tummy hard.. my god.. y nt ba chang? i wan eat nonya one...
spend alot of money todae... anyhw buy n buy... been tinking n tinking... haix.. meet wak todae.. he make mi laughed by bullying meng.. still the funny n sweet him -- then he sent mi to 69 there.. then i met stanley on bus, chatted wif him then he left 1 stop b4 mi.. when i reach my hse dwnstairs, my dad ask mi get in car cos i was late 4 my family dinner, all were waiting 4 mi..
went outram eat, saw that luilui.. damned him.. sat at the opposite end frm him.. then when we leaving the 1st thing he tok to mi was : "hwcum u turn so fat?! do proj dunnid excercise meh.. cannot hor.." - faints - he reminded mi of my promise to him to go HK during vacation so that he could bring mi to plae... -- any1 joining? haha.. gt free guide leh.. cum register..
no mood... dun tink will b handing in WSAD... 7%..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
things ended up like this... was it only my fault?
i guess we had the same thoughts.. nt that i wasnt brave to b frank, but theres too much stuff on hand to handle n we r tired.. between us.. too many confusions n emptyness..
using blog to hurt ppl wasnt my intention, if it did -- sorri young lady... my blog is where my emotions n expressions -- who sees, to see, to disagree.. i gt nth to say.. its nt a weapon nor stage.. y cant i write facts on it? shld i lie on my blog? NEVA... if i did, then its a stage... audience would b -- u?
4 sympathy -- NEVA.. all my changes -- several reasons - people, time, tinking things, darkness n my lost of smth & a promise.. pathetic -- was wad that guy named mi.. piss people off -- nt even planned to.. a tag-board -- nt my style.. popularity -- when was i even popular? =P as 4 EQ... well, i took it..
: Jeannette, your Emotional IQ is 124. : -- yup.. i had it tested..
i wan go West Coast... rmb?
let things get worse or let things get better...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
jay's new show cuming out... 'bu ke yi suo de mi mi' -- secret i cant say... i wonder wad kind of show sia, cos its says its his 1st love story.. awww... haix.. i gt many secret i cant say.. if i did, i would hurt him, her, them.. im waiting...
haven finish my WSAD.. dun do? haha.. wanna take MC... im slacking... but i dunwan to.. cos if i stop i... theres nth to push mi on...
meeting luilui n the rest tml 4 dinner aft going shopping wif meng...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
daddy ask mi whether i wan anth in SK shop in whitesands..
well, i ask: "really anth ar? let mi pick?"
dad said: "ya.. faster pick"
i said: "orh..." then i turned n pick the one wif most diamonds n seem most ex.."
dad ask the salesman: "how much ar?"
the salesman: "$6000 but nw is $3800.. but ur daughter is too young to get married n this is 4 people getting married"
dad ask mi: "u really wan ar? u wan ar? ok..i buy 4 u.."
i like: "!!!!!! eh eh,i jk only.. u noe hw much is that thing nt?!"
dad said: "i noe, he said liao mah, u neva hear meh.. $3800 aft discount.. u wan?"
i keep smiling n felt the sweetness in my dad though i n my bro often rebell him cos of his unexplainable actions.. =)
daddy bought a SK diamond necklace 4 mummy... mummy bought a SK diamond necklace 4 mi, nt $3800.. hahaha... i bought a mac icecream 4 my bro.. -faints- i like it..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
IDAH.. hahaha.. has been pestering mi 4 post n updates... she keep nagging: "updates, updates, updates..." uh oh... here is my post...
UPDATES!~
UPDATES!~
UPDATES!~
happi idah?
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
had breakfast wif ahma yemin.. sorri, late.. haha.. then went back to skool do WSAD.. dun even noe wad the heck is it toking abt, hw to do sia.. damned.. did abit still.. jialad.. m i slacking or i juz dun understand wad i learnt..
im starting to slack on MP, i guess.. cos i haven been doing MP since tue.. uh oh.. i chiong at the front, then nw im slacking.. haha.. push mi!!! push mi into the river.. ehh.. jkjk only.. my bdae over.. no more pranks...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
did my Social todae.. almost 4gt bt it n i was late cos i zzZZ 4 10min more.. haha.. then we do n compile lor.. those guys arh all bully mi n plae game if nt surf net c video or frenster of girls pic... wah.. bully mi lor.. hahaha.. no lah they gt help do n we r done.. (can we like that say?) melvin treated mi n stanley to drink during lunch.. thanQ! haha.. cos he late, later than us.. =P
er.. took a ride on yemin ahma's fren car -- Lexus.. but that ahma yemin dunno hw to open car door leh, open car window instead -- but ahma ar, i too fat cannot get out frm the window.. im like OMG.. then every1 v.gan chiong y the door cant open, finally aft many tries then can liao.. haha..
im tired.. but the kids nid mi to do holidae homework b4 they go home.. die.. dunnid slp liao.. lui-gege cuming tml.. no time pei him.. haix..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
did Marketing aft having brunch wif ahma yemin.. then we almost completed after all that hardwork..
you wont understand...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
todae haf MP meeting wif pua.. oh no.. i 4gt n they neva remind mi.. summore go buy breakfast 4 yemin summore.. duh.. but its okie cos pua dunmind n i did my work.. haha..
erm.. god noes where he gt all those news... hahaha..
1st time he neva say much 'ugly' words to us sia.. no that 'efficient' word cuming frm him.. woots.. erm.. then he say if that technician neva cum to help us make our 2003 that pc he will instore pirated.. wahaha.. wth lor.. he say dun use pirated ones, if he said earlier then we would haf use our owns.. muahaha.. so evil..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
went to meet up wif meng to bugis 2 c bags n clothes.. (waited almost an hr.. hfmph) i saw 1 top!! i saw 1 bag!! damned.. im tied.. cant buy else i might nt haf enough 4 other stuff.. had sushi, 2 chocolate cake.. yummy!~
then we went to siglap, near marine parade.. it was a mini-celebration 4 mi n marianne's bdae wif wenlong n meng n feng.. the food sux, service sux, atmosphere sux, decoration sux, only the cakes is gd but too sweet.. haix.. but but but.. frens r gd.. haha.. we tried to most the fullest out of it.. had alcohol on the return bus trip.. whoa... haha.. every bdae muz haf alcohol one.. sure sure.. =P
then we went to a void deck n chatchat n had fun.. we were all high -- cos of alcohol? dunno.. many fotos taken but marianne haven send mi.. haiyo... marianne faster send mi mah.. =) long time no gather liao cos we r all bz.. when r we free? i wan more fun...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
did my social todae wif the guys... all late.. damned.. then when mi n chengwee went up wif to MP lab cos tot the girls r nt cuming that early.. zoee n peiyong's reaction is grrrr... then after that i went down fetch the other 2, they say : 1st time bring 1 guy then 2nd time bring 2 guys.. wah.. (grrrr...)
we did sum research n social todae.. hopefully by next meetin can finish..
had KFC 4 lunch -- zoee n peiyong buy 4 mi n chengwee.. but that nice japanese one sux to hell.. eeee... like eating wad sia.. y d KFC made this in the 1st place..
attitude day -- ahma yemin actually asked mi to stay.. OMG n so funny..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
thanx dearies 4 helping mi celebrating my bdae... hahaha...
msges keep cuming in frm 12.00 on the dot, even at 5am n 8 +am.. thanx every1.... really... i msged marianne... msned her too.. funny conver.. mi: "happi bdae!" she replied "happi bdae to u 2".. my twin mah... wanna wish tiffany one, but no her contact... =(
surprise 1: gt a call frm jun saying "open the door!!!" im like "huh??" n fall back to bed.. then wait 5sec then i "ehhhh... she say she at my DOOR leh.." then i ran to open n shock to c jun n hui.. wif my rum & raisin ice-cream cake, all the way frm Redhill.. wah... damn touched.. hahaha... rmb hui said she will get 1 4 mi, didnt expect.. its cute yummy -- cos i juz had it.. super full...
surprise 2: perline called mi.. finally re-surfaced.. ask mi bt web-hosting.. 1st time call i dunno wad i told her, cos i was still zzZ-ing... then 2nd time she called again when i was going to bathe.. then sumhw web-hosting is finalized... finally... took too long man...
surprise 3: idah rushed mi to go skool.. weird sia, smth is nt rite.. cos she dun normally rush mi n i b4 that called her that i will b late liao.. then i rushed to skool.. when i reached the MP labbie, i c so many ppl n summore off lights.. uh oh.... then i scan card 2 times n can open the door, cos they locked... then they run n teased mi then finally open door 4 mi.. when i walked in the sing bdae song wif another cake -- frm idah, yemin, perline, linyan n xinyan.. (i tink...) ahhhhh.... hwcum sia... hahaha... so touched.. then i blow candles n cut cake n eat food n take fotos... thanQ thanQ thanQ every1... really.. arh... my yummy chocolate cake... so full...
had porridge wif yemin at biz.. damn man, that uncle add vinegar... eeek.. nt nice...
had tea wif yemin... eeek.. nt nice... try again tml...
yemin wan buy another turtle keychain 4 mi 1.. but machine spoilt.. haha.. 4get it.. thanx anyways...
nw so full... fat 1kg i guess frm the food n cakes... arhhhhhh... my rum & raisin!!!!!
i love my turtle... so cute... hang by my handfone... cute... eat ferror rocher summore.. awwww...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
i'm 19............. YIPPPPEEEEEE... dunno happi 4 wad.. so old liao...
new start... wif a big tummy of mee sua.. early celebration of my 20th bdae on fri...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
funny bdae cuming....
18th todae... 19 tml... 20th on fri... can't wait!
xinyan did sumth funny... she borrowed our computer n print stuff.. then when she left i ask her to say thank you to idah lor.. then she bow n say thank you to the PC wif idah pic on it... wahahaha... so funny... shld haf video..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
weird temper due to weird weather... then weirdo mi...
bought $50 stuff frm action city todae wif my parents frm Junction 8.. my dad lor, but heng nt i pay.. erm.. i got wad i wanted.. phew.... my new key-chain n my long-waited..... cup warmer!!! weeee... [my b'dae present 4 myself...] can use it in the cold MP labbie... my tea!!! erm.. though the girls r bringing the pot.. guess the 2 weeks of vacation shld b interesting..
awww... i missed him again... damned... keep listening to the song -- 本来 n wanna cry.. although i neva had the umbrella n raincoat part... its so romantic if i had... muahaha...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
did MP todae wif yemin n idah aft candle-lite lunch wif yemin then went pei idah eat at ITAS... yummy bah chor mee(marcus parents' stall), but that ah ma yemin let mi wait 25 min 4 her when the weather is damn hot.. grrr... haha.. erm.. then do MP, but 1/2 slacking only do U/I.. keep tinking of wad to add n put.. then we girls chatted..
eeeeww... gt a big red spider in my room, it disappear aft i miss hit it... ahhhh... nt gonna slp in my room.. going didi room slp.. keep pester him to let mi.. muahahaha... grrr... i scared of creepy-crawlies...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
term tests over... phew... but dun seem relieved cos i dun tink i will fair well... oops... erm.. been sitting in the labbie chatting wif idah in the MP labbie todae aft lunch wif perline n yemin at design.. she share wif mi her stuff, i share wif her mine.. hahaha... anger management.. cool.. but i admit, i haf this prob.. but most of my buddies noe that they shld let mi cool n tink b4 i shoot sum nasty things straight at them... thanx buddies.. i even go sum webbie n find how to manage.. haha..
i guess the way i express myself haf been weird lately... shit...
felt lonely.. these few daes i haf been dreaming n tinking of that guy... haix... past memories came back to mi... i juz wanna tok 2 him n share cos its been awhile, but he is avoiding mi...
1 week b4 im 19... eeek.. older.. eeek.. closer to the age whereby kids start seeing mi n call mi "aunty".. eeek.. dun feel gd bt it... haha..
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
went study wif perline n idah at interchange mac.. haha.. nth gt in.. dreaming n watching the tv at mac though it keeps repeating.. they 2 keep laughing at mi cos i everytime when c the art where the tv shows "man in white" thingy then will keep laughing to myself.. its ghosts but its funny... mayb i wanna watch.. who wan go wif mi? 1st time i feel that i wan watch sia.. laz time i dun even dare watch wif that guy sia.. scared scared..
keep dreaming n slacking 4 a couple of hours... suddenly gt shopping mood, jump when idah say "i need to go the beads shop".. hahaha.. too stressed? went to the beads shop n bought 2 pendants n 1 necklace string.. cool.. gt smth new to wear.. but 4gt to buy the ring... omg omg.. hw to wear my necklace.. need to go back..
recently feel like nth is right 4 mi.. been dreaming n tinking of him every now n then recently.. shit mi... shit! -dreams-
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
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.. MICKEYLOVE ..
bdae cuming... wad shld i do?
best: zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZ
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
hoo hoo... juz went to Ang Mo Kio wif my parents... great food... erm.. met an interesting old man.. he was selling newspapers n he brought his grandson along.. that kid smiled sweetly at mi, so cute... then the old man looked at mi then at my dad n told my dad bt his daughter running away wif her bf aft giving birth n looking at mi.. then i like huh?! u tell my dad when looking at mi? i look like ur daughter arh?! he repeated his story twice... i juz look at that kid, he is so cuteeee...
walk here n there... urgh... saw a bag i wan yet cos i hestitated then when i went back, its closed.. might b going back 4 it... i tot i saw my fren... was it him? could it be him?haha... -blur queen-
tml start term test... no confidence.. dun even rmb cher gt teach anth that i muz pay alot of attention to study one... shit! haha... studied marketing whole afternoon...
urgh... been having diarrehea these few daes... stomach feels funny... then i feel funny... then all funny... duh...
.. MICKEYLOVE ..
age: 19 ( going 20 liao*** )
birthday: 14 june ( rmb buy presentss hor! )
school: Temasek poly ( ITO no gakusei desu.. lolxx )
Mi: a cheerful fren who is a 300% listener but pls mind my hp bills >.<
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